Here I speak of death again. For those who do not wish to hear it, Flee! Flee!
An attitude exists in our culture that one is not to acknowledge death or if one does, to "rage, rage against the dying of the light!" [And of course, in one's own mind, it never happens to oneself (there's truth in that). One is always the one offering condolences to the bereaved and saying over the open coffin: "S/he looks good, doesn't s/he?"]
Death is no enemy. Nor is it a dying of light. Death is an entryway to where we already are.
Contrary to what you might think with my postings on this Geezer blog, I do not sit around mooning about death. Au contraire! I was called to read Rilke's "Letters to a Young Poet" (yes, I receive callings and I answer them) yesterday morning in preparing for my Saturday Wu Chi Ku class and opened it to this passage:
"We must accept our existence as far as ever it is possible; everything, even the unheard of, must be possible there. That is fundamentally the only courage which is demanded of us: to be brave in the face of the strangest , most singular and most inexplicable things that can befall us. The fact that human beings have been cowardly in this sense has done endless harm to life; the experiences that are called 'apparitions,' the whole of the so-called 'spirit world,' death, all these things that are so closely related to us, have been so crowded out of life by our daily warding them off, that the senses by which we might apprehend them are stunted."
In focusing on the phenomenon we call death, I am unstunting my senses. In this focusing, I am finding that rather than calling me away from life into some morbid crusty chamber of the soul where I sit with cast down eyes awaiting your removal of my bodily remains, I leap into life with greater joy.
How to explain this other than to say that death is part of who I am and is thus already transcended. Can I not feel a teensy bit of joy at knowing this, deeply knowing this?
I'm "leaping into life with greater joy" reading this, George. I am here in body right now. Death is as close or far as it has ever been. When we find each other, this body goes into the elements it is composed of and this spirit goes into what is next. Meanwhile, I live this moment, this moment, this moment...Yes!
ReplyDeleteAnonymous 5:39, see your comma followed by a space between this moment and this moment? That's it! Every "this moment" dies and a new "this moment" is born and dies, , , , , , , , , , ,
ReplyDeleteWhen Dylan Thomas wrote those lines, he was clearly in the 1st half of life watching his father die. The poet was a young man who knew how to rage but not yet how to die. --Steve
ReplyDeleteHeraclitus's dictum that "you cannot step into the same river twice" suggests that we're immersed in death--even while standing upon a solid riverbed. We, then, arbitrarily slice this flow into noetic-sized 'moments' for our consumption.
ReplyDeleteI agree that our culture finds human death unbecoming, relegating it to sterile hospitals and remote nursing homes. How could we dare speak of it openly!!!?
Oh, Lord--we do love our possessions, and even treat life as one. If only we could readily manufacture spray cans of "Death-be-Gone!" (Cyber-Monday special: buy one, get one free!)
"If you realize that all things change,
there is nothing you will try to hold on to.
If you aren't afraid of dying,
there is nothing you can't achieve." --Lao-tzu
--Gary